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Name: Hans
Birthday: 12/21/1981
Gender: Male
Interests: DIM MAK
Expertise: DIM MAK, WHAT IS BET?, BREAKING BOTTOM BRICK, BREAKIN RECORDS, OKAY USA!
Occupation: Other
Industry: Hospitality
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AIM:  hansbbans
Member Since:
5/5/2002
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| hola friends. inspired by brett favre, its time for a blogging comeback. ooooh baby. what can i say, i just wanna blog. i just wanna blog(as long as its in a blogring that will earn me millions and milliosn of delicious eprops. oooh just remmeber, its only abt the eprops). of coursed i considered starting up http://SEXYAZNBOI1004CMONGALSHOLLAATME.blogspot.com but blogspot = no eprops. also lets be realistic. those blogs are great if you have aspiratoins of hoping to become a popualr blog and make money off ads, but if not you might as well just use xanga. makes life easier for everyone. c'mon lets all go back to the firstlove. also, i have to give out a HOLLER to rlx77 for his shoutout and qiaoqilu for inspiring my comeback. as part of my comeback, im willing to write abt any topics that ppl would like thoughts abt. just leave some eprops and holler since im writing this mainly for ppl that are bored at work. if you ask me to write abt dating or relationships, please be specific. and even if you are, i might not do it. shrug.
anyway, august is upon us. and what does august bring. new small groups. so this made me think of some small groups that woudl be funny to observe, but not be a part of. and observe in a nice healthy way, not in the clayaiken "If I was invisible, Then I could just watch you in your room". cmon bro thats just kinda weird. anyway, on to the lists. and does anyone know what the deal is with lists? they are the best.
1. 6 super emotional/no logic girls with 6 super logical/no heart guys led by a super emotoional/no logic guy and a super logical/no emotional girl - well wouldnt this be an interesting bible study. i think a nice corollary to this group would be replacing the 6 super emotional girls with 6 super emotoinal guys.
2. the SG where every girl likes some guy, who in turn likes a different girl, who in turn lieks a different guy = c'mon who doesnt want to see the love DODECAGON???
3. a secularish guy who has just moved to NY from a superlegalistic college church who has some pretty girls in sg that always want to go clubbing because they wanna hooch it up for the first time in their lives - people that come to SG in clubbing clothes = R0X0R. EVERYONE KNOWS WHERE YOU ARE GOING. half of us are secretly judging you and the other half are wanting to go too. WAH.
4. the AMI SG(3 from GCC, HMCC, RWC, CFC who are all ex SG leaders who are recently graduated and still attached to their college church and like one guy from some random place who has no idea where AMI is) typical conversations would be like. "oh well thats a really great point, but i remember back in HMCC that we would only pray for 13 minutes after bible study blah blah blah". meanwhile random guy is like what the heck is HMCC.
5. THE MAN SG: 11 Secular guys and 1 incredible holy guy in SG together - weekly sg activities include evangelism at the pool hall and learning how to run in a way to win the prize by playing basketball every week. Will the 11 change the 1? or will 1 change 11? tune in next week.
6. 8 girls who are new to the city, incredibly insecure, and build their identiy around guys with 4 of the biggest STUDS at church who are in all season of no distractions from woman OR 8 guys who constnatly be chasing after the ladies with 4 girls who are masters teases = its liek watching horses run around a circle but never getting their prize. sad.
are there any SGs you'd like to see????
-haans
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| Hello out there! Time for some of more standard xanga writing. Spiritual hans will return in 3 months or so(or perhaps earlier if the Spirit so leads).
anyway, to answer someones question, the reason for those polling entries was really to get eprops. the answers were definitely interesting, but man, those eprops. theyre' so satisfying! ive been thiking for a long time about how to maximize my eprops. Polling i think is one good way to go. lots of eprpos there. BUT i also noticed when mumbles announced his engagement he got like a gajillion eprops. man so jealous(about the eprops). so maybe i'll combine these two concepts and announce my future engagement(hopefully?) but allow the readers to choose a girl from a poll! man im so romantic.
seriously though, please give me eprops. i need electronic affirmation. even if i dont know who you are, please be kind and just drop some eprops off? hey you can get two new ones all the time so why be stingy right? please? and i was thiking too, imagine if xanga made an eprop candy. i think everyone woudl give it a try. or imagine yet if they made an eprop store and you could buy stuff with your eprops. yeah they should just get rid of dollars and euros and yen and all that junk and just use eprops as a universal currency. delightful.
anyway, ive been learnig chinese. ni hao! i think learning chinese is the most difficult thigns ive had to do in life. its a tonal langauge and im tone deaf. not a good combo. i often think about difficult thigns i wil have to do in life including:
1. finding brian a girlfriend.
2. finding someone to make fun of after finding brian a girlfriend
3 watching derek jeter retire
4. meeting gf's parents. shudder.
but chinese takes the cake i think. man those tones, i hate them. thank the Lord that i have very awesome and patient teachers. i think they need to buy me one of those big yellow dunce caps : [
but i was also thinking about just learning language in general, especially in terms of making money. ive been trying to think of some get rich schemes as i read abt financing dental school. my first idea was to make a hit reality TV series..Awkward DTRs. i think this would instantly become everyones guilty pleasure. we've all been in a resturant once and seen/eavesdropped on ppl awkwardly talking about their feelings. we just cant get enough. all we would need is some of those spycams to put in some restaurants. instant monies. yay!
anyway i thought of idea two today(im gonna be so rich). so instead of these useless rosetta stone type learning programs where the lessons are like : at the airport, and at the hotel, we need a different type of langauge program. cuz lest be honest, those topics are boring and awful. so imagine if your text book had lessons like:
lesson 1: at the club
lesson 2: the DTR
lesson 3: haggling at the kareoke register
lesson 4: the DTR part 2
lesson 5: claiming to be a rich foreigner
wonderful! i thikn this type of textbook will sell very well. we can learn useful phrases like: ni xiang zuo wo de nupeng you ma. perhpas i will ask derrick to be my front man as it seems he can speak every langauge in the world.
and finally
GO YANKEES. baseball is finally here.
and awesome quote:
[19:30] Jee Lee: brian lee makes me sad
good bye!
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"I am beginning now to see how radically the character of my spiritual journey will change when I no longer think of God as hiding out and making it difficult as possible for me to find him, but, instead, as the one who is looking for me while I am doing the hiding. When I look through God's eyes at my lsot self and discover God's joy at my coming home, then my life may become less anguished and more trusting.
Wouldn't it be good to increase God's joy by letting God find me and carry me home and celebrate my return with the angels? Wouldn't it be wonderful to make God smile by giving God the chance to find me and love me lavishly? Questions like these raise a real issue: that of my own self-concept. Can I accept that I am worth looking for? Do I believe there is a real desire in God to simply be with me?
Here lies the core of my spiritual struggle: the struggle against self-rejection, self-contempt, and self-loathing. It is a very fierce battle because the world and its demons conspire to make me think about myself as worthless, useless, and negligible. Many consumerist economies stay afloat by manipulating the low self-esteem of their consumers and by creating spiritual expectations through material means. As long as am I kept 'small' I can easily be seduced to buy things, meet people, or go places that promise a radical change in self concept even though they are totally incapable of bringing this about. But every time I allow myself to be thus manipulated or seduced, I will have still more reasons for putting myself down and seeing myself as the unwanted child.
For a very long time I considered low self esteem to be some kind of virtue. I had been warned so often against pride and conceit that I came to consider it a good thing to deprecate myself. But now i realize that the real sin is to deny God's first love for me, to ignore my original goodness. Because without claiming that first love and that original goodness for myself, I lose touch with my true self and embark on the destructive search among the wrong people and in the wrong places for what can only be found in the house of my Father."
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| ah thanks everyone for your responses! as im too lazy to count, im not sure which answer won, but m pretty sure its either hungry or cold. i am suprirsed how many ppl picked cold. haven't yall been at like retreats where its so cold that you cant even sleep. man, cold is the suck. also props to albert for a very Godly answer. haha. and more props for Jacob for being the only man to choose lonely.
anyway, heres another poll for you:
which member of OMC is most likely to leave the club first:
a. Young Sam Song
b. Jacob Kim
c. Funko
d. Jooho
e. Hong Gim
f. Dave Hong
g. Hans
OMC = Old Man's Club. 25 years+ and single at remnant westside.
conditions for leaving = must be going out with a girl. one or two dates do not count. must be able to go up to girl and ask "hey is Mr. X your bf" with success.
I encourage everyone to use any outside information you may have about any of these fine gentleman but please do not gossip amongst yourself and be sensitive to whatever comments you may write.
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